yoz

my mood?
now it's just ...damn bad
i dno whys .
maybe ..i really should learn to be anti social
i should quit playing games etc ehs ..
i dunn wann to get involvedd with anyone anymore ..
i really wann to be cold blooded;
like tian qi for a period of time ...
im sick of life ..
im very sick of life ...

i know i cant blame tkgs ..
but i still blame tkgs ...
if not for this ..this&tat wouldnt happen
its my fault for choosing tkgs over kc ..
i should've stayed in kc and just be my vicechair
all went well, didnt it?
why was i so ambitious?
wanting to score for my science ..
acheiving better results ..
just bcos i didnt get tat 1a* for science ..

im ruining my life now ...
everyday i suffer, in pain.
not knowing whether i should cry or not
what should i do when?
what if life was simpler?
i gave up my 6years of frendships in exchange for tat,
tat one a* i didnt get ..
and i think god's punishing me now,
i dun have any true frends in tkg ...
i've lost to my old self ...
i've adapted habits tat i once had hated ....
i've bcome a useless person ..
bcoming lame, childish even more den bfore ..
till ppl just cant wait to see me off ......zz

especially frends tat i was once so close to ......
i miss you guys ...

I
REALLY
DON'T
KNOW
WHAT
TO
DO
ANYMORE
AND
I
DUN
WANNA
CARE
ALREADY
.

yoz

my mood?
now it's just ...damn bad
i dno whys .
maybe ..i really should learn to be anti social
i should quit playing games etc ehs ..
i dunn wann to get involvedd with anyone anymore ..
i really wann to be cold blooded;
like tian qi for a period of time ...
im sick of life ..
im very sick of life ...

i know i cant blame tkgs ..
but i still blame tkgs ...
if not for this ..this&tat wouldnt happen
its my fault for choosing tkgs over kc ..
i should've stayed in kc and just be my vicechair
all went well, didnt it?
why was i so ambitious?
wanting to score for my science ..
acheiving better results ..
just bcos i didnt get tat 1a* for science ..

im ruining my life now ...
everyday i suffer, in pain.
not knowing whether i should cry or not
what should i do when?
what if life was simpler?
i gave up my 6years of frendships in exchange for tat,
tat one a* i didnt get ..
and i think god's punishing me now,
i dun have any true frends in tkg ...
i've lost to my old self ...
i've adapted habits tat i once had hated ....
i've bcome a useless person ..
bcoming lame, childish even more den bfore ..
till ppl just cant wait to see me off ......zz

especially frends tat i was once so close to ......
i miss you guys ...

I
REALLY
DON'T
KNOW
WHAT
TO
DO
ANYMORE
AND
I
DUN
WANNA
CARE
ALREADY
.