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Written at 30.11.07 | back to top

tc to those going overseas kay?

bestiee went taiwan today,
casey going aust. tmr,
meimei went hk ytdytd i think
nikki went indo on mon ..
&huiwen go msia today ..

please tc all(:

Written at 29.11.07 | back to top

i saw bernie's sms asking me
to go read ST home section pg12 .
&so i did . just .

i still cant believe that it's her, HER .
why out of all people, HER?
i just don't get it ..
yesterday when everyone in 2/7 was called back,
i had asked ms tay why did god choose her?
why not those people that i dislike or something?
is it that it's my retribution, just that it's been casted on her?
i don't know ..
i've been asking myself why .....WHY HER .
i still can't accept the fact ...
its .....hard ..

radia's ..
always there for me ..
be it when im sad, lonely, forgottened ..
anytime .
&all the things we had done together ...
go recess, teased people, home ec, drew crap ..
compared scores ...be it games or academically ..
went for the eco hut thinggy ..
went for the geog thinggy tgt last year ...
played badminton with me ..my worthy opponent ..
helped me copy&do my hw ...we'll be copying here&there ..
she's always the sporty one during pe ..
i havent even win her yet ...she won the last round of uno we played ..
&how we ran away from someone on sports day this year ..
all the fun ...the joy ....
they're never ever coming back again ...

i dno wat to do ...
all i can do now is to cry. ...
how useless i can be ...

ytd
ivy says,
at least she have memories of both of you tgt..
do treasure those memories ..
cos when everything changes, memories will still remain the same..
do feel glad that at least she had met suck a great frend in her life ..
thanks ivy(:
i was comforted ...
but after i went school&home ..
i guessed thats when i've reached my limit ..
i just started crying again at night, just like in the morning ..
i know radia wouldnt want me to do so ..but ..

darrel told me that heaven was a great place..
i know that ..
but it's just so hard to accept that she's gone ...
really gone...

jason says that ..
people will all die eventually ..
why not earlier?
since cos she wouldnt have to go school&all ..
thats true after all ..

siaw ee's like crying alot ytd in school ...
she couldnt even actually eat ...

i went to read huwen's blog ytd ..
http://www.fakingg-smiles.blogspot.com/

angie cried for a night , siaw ee says ..

everyone in 2/7's crying too ..
i want to talk to radia .....TT .
i've taken you for granted ...
im sorry ...

<3 radia, always .

Written at 28.11.07 | back to top

radia ....
i hope you're happy whereever you are..

zzzz

Written at 26.11.07 | back to top

TT
i fell! waaaa @@
just walking down the damm stairs
._.
rawrs ..

anw
spop's nice :DD
ahhaha ~

hmmm .

the house's quiet without nikki ._.
waaaa~
tho as irritating as he might be ~
:x:x
hahahha

darrel cheer up kays?
((:

&those who are sick
get well soon
<3

Written at 25.11.07 | back to top

wb wenwen&angie !! xD

Written at 24.11.07 | back to top

get well soon bestie (:

im really..moodless ..
i've got no mood to do anything
not even the lamest stuff i've could .
im a gone case..
im starting to confirm my "theory",
99.09% of those whom i know hates me.
hhaa ,its so freakking true .
i guess, i;ve got to give in(:
im trying reall hard to not butt into anyone's life anymore
im sorry if im still doing that,
but im trying to stop all these .
hah ha .

Written at 22.11.07 | back to top

:DD

Written at 21.11.07 | back to top

hahhah .
i'll just put a few lines here
forr my belovedd bestiee :D
lol
he thinks im overseas :x

brenda ~sun nu <3
i miss youu too xD
hahha .
lovee youu loads <3.

errs.
currently missing wenwen&angie..
they went cambodia ytd and abandoned me
:(

=x=x

Written at 17.11.07 | back to top

lazy blog ..
simple one

HAPPY BDAE DARREL!
<33
HAPPY BDAE , flower !

LOVE !

Written at 16.11.07 | back to top

春天慢慢一點點發芽快樂開始都有了想像
城市光合作用的模樣幸福開始組裝

夜裡滿園的茉莉花香月光灑落看不見憂傷
旋轉木馬前那個廣場愛情開始滋長

想你有時會缺氧嘴角不自覺上揚
這是不是幸福的現象胸口微微的發燙

想你有時會缺氧臉紅呼吸不正常
這是不是幸福的症狀不知不覺又缺氧

夜裡滿園的茉莉花香月光灑落看不見憂傷
旋轉木馬前那個廣場愛情開始滋長

想你有時會缺氧臉紅呼吸不正常
這是不是幸福的症狀不知不覺又缺氧

無法移動的夢想就算沒有人鼓掌我也不會受傷
不會稀釋的信仰心穿越磚牆在你的身旁

想你有時會缺氧嘴角不自覺上揚
這是不是幸福的現象胸口微微的發燙

想你有時會缺氧臉紅呼吸不正常
這是不是幸福的症狀胸口微微的發燙

不知不覺又缺氧

Written at 14.11.07 | back to top

MORNINGG !
its a fresh morning? :x
it had just rained LOL

finally ost holiday le
=x
wheee ~!

ytd started watching devil beside you
=x
watch till epi8 le :D
&why why love epi19 le :D
HE JUN XIANG&YANG CHEN LING
<333 style="font-weight: bold;">DONT CARE LE LAH .
zzzzz
IM SO DUMB TILL I CANT GET INTO MY COMBI
WHO ACTUALLY CARES IF THERE IS 6 OTHER PPLE JOINING ME?!
COMBINED LEI .
DIE LIAO LAH. IT'S MY DEAD END .
can just lemme go suicide ?
lets just trytry appeal, like huiwen say ..

today going out with wenwen&siaw ee ..
hopefully today ...i'll somehow cheer up(:
lols .

i dont understand ...
what's there to be disappointed about ...?
im always knowing the answer,
it's just like so crystal clear in front of me ..
yet im always hopingg for something ..thats never happening
is life always like this?
a part of the natural cycle?
i hate it ..

Written at 13.11.07 | back to top

RAWRS !
rmb that time i've gto a gang?
not sure if anyone rmbs :x
hahhaha .
name's ji dan zai =D

&bestiee just joinedd :D
so got new memberr ..
WAHAHAHAH ! :x
current memberrs:
me, my bag, isa, sammy
&newest de, BESTIEE :D
hehehe .

our weapon is : ji dan zai !
LOL

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xDD
morningg !
i shall not be bothered with ost anymore!
:x:x
wahahhahah .

i wann go outt T.T
lols .
tmr streaming results are out alreadys ...
zz

Written at 12.11.07 | back to top

morningg !
hahahha .
i've gotta watch finish epi8 quickly .
zzz
cos epi 9's out alreaddys :D
hehhee .
errrs.
watch why why love,
its beautiful :D
lol, what a word to say -.-"

anyways
ytd went to eat steamboat ~
&yadda yadda yadda ..~

show you an interestingg method of coolingg
=D

tada !
this is my cousin michelle who has invented it
lols :D

&yahs
jyjy&goodluck to ost!
lols
i holiday le, he still havingg exams
=P

Written at 10.11.07 | back to top

agh.
im still disturbed by that thinggy i heard.
zzz
been wakingg up almost every hour since6-9,
couldnt really sleeep well ...zz
what this?
i hate this .
im acting as if i dont care ..
but it isnt doing any good ..
what you wann me do ?!?!
im at a dead end .

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mmorningg :x
oops afternoon le -.-"
hahha .

ytd went to watch the bee movie.
okay lah ..not as bad as bestiee says
:x
maybe cos im a chao lamer? =x
ahhaha .
den went airport fetch mum&granddad ..
loadds of thinggs they bought x=
i've got a new watch(bdae present frm aunt),
bag,clothes ..etc
&of cos ....FOOD :D
lol sounds like a glutton :x
mummy bought for me laopo bing :D
heheh

den went home ~
played audi with ost :D
he damm kawaii :x
he pei wo play till like about 2?
=P
actually he very sleepy le, got school somemore
lols
thanks :D
&ytd sis told me ..some disturbing stuff ..
so yeah, he comforted me too :D

hahha .
im suaning junjun :x
dunwann add his frendster lol
like i've told him ..
im goingg put
"i hate junjun" =P

swt .
goingg all lame -.-

Written at 8.11.07 | back to top

morningg morningg all !
&HAPPY DEEPAVALI xD
goingg around frendster
&spammingg x=

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jsut watched colourcloud palace(:
why isnt ost replyingg me?
:/

why do i keep havingg the urge to volmit?
:/
i dont feel nice ..

goongg ~!

Written at 7.11.07 | back to top

HAHAHHA .
from bestiee's blogg .
i usedd to love this(:

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hahhahah !~
ytd tuition ..i wann die :x
i go home, tried doingg some ..
&i forget alreaddy ._.
spare me? hahha

&for the first time in my entire life ..
takoyaki's not as nice as it seems T.T
waaaaaaaaaaa ><"
was so disappointeddd ytd, youu know?
comfort me :x

bestiee ~
see lah!
youu goong here&there.
make me like goong AGAIN .
ltr i go crazy, all your fault arh :x
HAHAHA .

siaw ee's dead .
she didnt hand in obs form ._.
almost 1week after deadline le .
zzz .

rawrs . iloveeeeost xD

Written at 6.11.07 | back to top

MORNINGG!
i dno why wake up so early lols
&now im hungry ._.
aiyah ..nvm

ltr got tuition from 2-5
6-6 dinnerr @parkwayy
6-8 tuition again ..
=.="

公主小妹 epi8
CAME OUT YTD!

lovees ost&bestiee!

Written at 5.11.07 | back to top

SLEEPING FINALLY!
nitenite all!

Written at 4.11.07 | back to top

wheee xD
slept for like thw whole day :/
hahhahaha .
i think im feelingg betterr
(:
thanks bestie&ost <3

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:/
i wanna del everyone off my maple bl.
yes, im sure !
im really way ..freakkingg tired of playing happy :/
like whats written in my msn side nick ..
zzz

thanks bestie(:
i'll try cheeringg up .

Written at 2.11.07 | back to top

back from school !
handedd in forms(:
shiok ~
was back in like ..
30 min lol :/

guess who i've met? =P
berniee ~
aka jiefu :D:D

hehehe .
pink jacket O.o
so unlike herr :P
she was with like ..12 library books,
intendingg to return them ...siao?
=x=x

oh yah ,
HAPPY BDAE BRENDA((: !
hahahha xD
sun nu 14 lerrs ~
<33 my mood's better now(:
just now was kindda moody, i admit :/
went to doc's at 12+
den forget bring health booklet ._.
so need wait 2+ den can go ..

den kenna kacau by two ppl in maple
.____________.
one left&the other came ..
called me noob&all :/
what i do wors??!
somemore tio defamed -.-
they like wann raid my mapp liddat :(
den thought it was going to rain heavy :/
unluckyy !! ><"
zzzz

hah

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morningg ><"
wah.. im still sleepy :(
back acheing&all lol =P
slept at 4 ytd after i lvl :x
finally lvl47 ~
hoho ..

waaaa ><"
gotta see doc !!
keep forgetting ..eh wth?
need go school today :/

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oops :x
unsure of why im still awake now!
hahhaha

had tuition just now :/
it was ...okay bahs ?
as usual was beingg ignored by kcians;
seriously dont blame me if i start ignoring you guys :/
i wont say names, you better know it yourselves ..
zzz
dont let history repeat itself ...val&min er :/
but im thankful that huiwen joined me(:
hahaha guess, you kindda make my eveningg!
thanks wenwen !
&quit insistingg that you're a guy, please? :D
also, no more christopher ._.
hahhahaha~

i miss ost :x:x
im always errr ...disturbingg :/
sorrry ><"

bestiee!
i've read your blog lol
dont give up on audi ~!
you'll have a chance to win me de.. hehehe =P
jiayouus :D:D

gotta go school to submit obs form tmr :/
i dun wanna go obs !!! ><" waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa tmr go school still need wear school uniform&all :/ wtf? just to hand in forms, great! ._.

Written at 1.11.07 | back to top

VIRGO - The Perfectionist
Dominant in relationships. Conservative. Always wants the last word. Argumentative. Worries. Very smart. Dislikes noise and chaos. Eager. Hardworking. Loyal. Beautiful. Easy to talk to. Hard to please. Harsh. Practical and very fussy. Often shy. Pessimistic.

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Very energetic. Intelligent. Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Great kisser. Can become obsessive or secretive. Holds grudges. Attractive. Determined. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer
Nice to everyone they meet. Can't make up their mind. Have own unique appeal. Creative, energetic, and very social. Hates to be alone. Peaceful, generous. Very loving and beautiful. Flirtatious. Give in too easily. Procrastinators. Very gullible.

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart
Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox
Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss
Very organized. Need order in their lives - like being in control. Like boundaries. Tend to take over everything. Bossy. Like to help others. Social and outgoing. Extroverted. Generous, warm-hearted. Sensitive. Creative energy. Full of themselves. Loving. D oing the right thing is important to Leos. Attractive...

CANCER - The Protector
Moody, emotional. May be shy. Very loving and caring. Pretty/handsome. Excellent partners for life. Protective. Inventive and imaginative. Cautious. Touchy-feely kind of person... Needs love from others. Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer
Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendl y at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

TAURUS - The Enduring One
Charming but aggressive. Can come off as boring, but they are not. Hard workers. Warm-hearted. Strong, has endurance. Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. Not looking for shortcuts. Take pride in their beauty. Patient and reliable. Make great friends and give good advice. Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate. Express themselves emotionally. Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. Determined. Indulge themselves often. Very generous.

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes. Doesn't like being doubted. Beautiful inside and out.

hahhaha XD
i dno i which leis -.-
i inbetween aquarius&capricorn... :(
so sad rights :/

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lol
first time sian of audi ..
srry ah :/
maybe cos today no mood :(
head pain .__.

公主小妹 ..
epi8 quick out leis
you're killingg me :/
!!!

Written at 30.11.07 | back to top

tc to those going overseas kay?

bestiee went taiwan today,
casey going aust. tmr,
meimei went hk ytdytd i think
nikki went indo on mon ..
&huiwen go msia today ..

please tc all(:

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radia ....
i hope you're happy whereever you are..

zzzz

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wb wenwen&angie !! xD

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:DD

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lazy blog ..
simple one

HAPPY BDAE DARREL!
<33
HAPPY BDAE , flower !

LOVE !

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xDD
morningg !
i shall not be bothered with ost anymore!
:x:x
wahahhahah .

i wann go outt T.T
lols .
tmr streaming results are out alreadys ...
zz

Written at 12.11.07 | back to top

tada !
this is my cousin michelle who has invented it
lols :D

&yahs
jyjy&goodluck to ost!
lols
i holiday le, he still havingg exams
=P

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morningg morningg all !
&HAPPY DEEPAVALI xD
goingg around frendster
&spammingg x=

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jsut watched colourcloud palace(:
why isnt ost replyingg me?
:/

why do i keep havingg the urge to volmit?
:/
i dont feel nice ..

goongg ~!

Written at 7.11.07 | back to top

HAHAHHA .
from bestiee's blogg .
i usedd to love this(:

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MORNINGG!
i dno why wake up so early lols
&now im hungry ._.
aiyah ..nvm

ltr got tuition from 2-5
6-6 dinnerr @parkwayy
6-8 tuition again ..
=.="

公主小妹 epi8
CAME OUT YTD!

lovees ost&bestiee!

Written at 5.11.07 | back to top

SLEEPING FINALLY!
nitenite all!

Written at 4.11.07 | back to top

wheee xD
slept for like thw whole day :/
hahhahaha .
i think im feelingg betterr
(:
thanks bestie&ost <3

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:/
i wanna del everyone off my maple bl.
yes, im sure !
im really way ..freakkingg tired of playing happy :/
like whats written in my msn side nick ..
zzz

thanks bestie(:
i'll try cheeringg up .

Written at 2.11.07 | back to top

back from school !
handedd in forms(:
shiok ~
was back in like ..
30 min lol :/

guess who i've met? =P
berniee ~
aka jiefu :D:D

hah

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morningg ><"
wah.. im still sleepy :(
back acheing&all lol =P
slept at 4 ytd after i lvl :x
finally lvl47 ~
hoho ..

waaaa ><"
gotta see doc !!
keep forgetting ..eh wth?
need go school today :/

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lol
first time sian of audi ..
srry ah :/
maybe cos today no mood :(
head pain .__.

公主小妹 ..
epi8 quick out leis
you're killingg me :/
!!!

Shalin's book montage

Shalin's books