i saw bernie's sms asking me
to go read ST home section pg12 .
&so i did . just .

i still cant believe that it's her, HER .
why out of all people, HER?
i just don't get it ..
yesterday when everyone in 2/7 was called back,
i had asked ms tay why did god choose her?
why not those people that i dislike or something?
is it that it's my retribution, just that it's been casted on her?
i don't know ..
i've been asking myself why .....WHY HER .
i still can't accept the fact ...
its .....hard ..

radia's ..
always there for me ..
be it when im sad, lonely, forgottened ..
anytime .
&all the things we had done together ...
go recess, teased people, home ec, drew crap ..
compared scores ...be it games or academically ..
went for the eco hut thinggy ..
went for the geog thinggy tgt last year ...
played badminton with me ..my worthy opponent ..
helped me copy&do my hw ...we'll be copying here&there ..
she's always the sporty one during pe ..
i havent even win her yet ...she won the last round of uno we played ..
&how we ran away from someone on sports day this year ..
all the fun ...the joy ....
they're never ever coming back again ...

i dno wat to do ...
all i can do now is to cry. ...
how useless i can be ...

ytd
ivy says,
at least she have memories of both of you tgt..
do treasure those memories ..
cos when everything changes, memories will still remain the same..
do feel glad that at least she had met suck a great frend in her life ..
thanks ivy(:
i was comforted ...
but after i went school&home ..
i guessed thats when i've reached my limit ..
i just started crying again at night, just like in the morning ..
i know radia wouldnt want me to do so ..but ..

darrel told me that heaven was a great place..
i know that ..
but it's just so hard to accept that she's gone ...
really gone...

jason says that ..
people will all die eventually ..
why not earlier?
since cos she wouldnt have to go school&all ..
thats true after all ..

siaw ee's like crying alot ytd in school ...
she couldnt even actually eat ...

i went to read huwen's blog ytd ..
http://www.fakingg-smiles.blogspot.com/

angie cried for a night , siaw ee says ..

everyone in 2/7's crying too ..
i want to talk to radia .....TT .
i've taken you for granted ...
im sorry ...

<3 radia, always .

i saw bernie's sms asking me
to go read ST home section pg12 .
&so i did . just .

i still cant believe that it's her, HER .
why out of all people, HER?
i just don't get it ..
yesterday when everyone in 2/7 was called back,
i had asked ms tay why did god choose her?
why not those people that i dislike or something?
is it that it's my retribution, just that it's been casted on her?
i don't know ..
i've been asking myself why .....WHY HER .
i still can't accept the fact ...
its .....hard ..

radia's ..
always there for me ..
be it when im sad, lonely, forgottened ..
anytime .
&all the things we had done together ...
go recess, teased people, home ec, drew crap ..
compared scores ...be it games or academically ..
went for the eco hut thinggy ..
went for the geog thinggy tgt last year ...
played badminton with me ..my worthy opponent ..
helped me copy&do my hw ...we'll be copying here&there ..
she's always the sporty one during pe ..
i havent even win her yet ...she won the last round of uno we played ..
&how we ran away from someone on sports day this year ..
all the fun ...the joy ....
they're never ever coming back again ...

i dno wat to do ...
all i can do now is to cry. ...
how useless i can be ...

ytd
ivy says,
at least she have memories of both of you tgt..
do treasure those memories ..
cos when everything changes, memories will still remain the same..
do feel glad that at least she had met suck a great frend in her life ..
thanks ivy(:
i was comforted ...
but after i went school&home ..
i guessed thats when i've reached my limit ..
i just started crying again at night, just like in the morning ..
i know radia wouldnt want me to do so ..but ..

darrel told me that heaven was a great place..
i know that ..
but it's just so hard to accept that she's gone ...
really gone...

jason says that ..
people will all die eventually ..
why not earlier?
since cos she wouldnt have to go school&all ..
thats true after all ..

siaw ee's like crying alot ytd in school ...
she couldnt even actually eat ...

i went to read huwen's blog ytd ..
http://www.fakingg-smiles.blogspot.com/

angie cried for a night , siaw ee says ..

everyone in 2/7's crying too ..
i want to talk to radia .....TT .
i've taken you for granted ...
im sorry ...

<3 radia, always .