yoyo :D
hahha a..

im just going be rdm ..
so don't mind me ahh xDD
hahaha

just now zq came to my house in the afternoon
she wanted to "stop-over" for water
but in the end she ended up staying here for a few good hours ..
lol (:
she was supposed to study chem&all ..
(&to think she brought tb when i have them ..lol)
but i guess coming my house wasn't a good place to study ..
=P
so yeahh ..
we took turns to play !! :D:D
&&
sorry angie :(
i didnt go again ..
hahah =x

anyways ..
as i was like doing my stuff now ..
i kind of rmb-ed what qing said ..
cos i brought up what happened during pe this week ..
she said that maybe i've became like what i am now ..
it's cos of radia .. for reasons ..
but ...it's pretty impossible right ?
i mean ..ya lah, i know i've changed&all but ..
i didnt actually know it's bcos of radia ...?
i don't know lah ...
it's just ..maybe ..
i haven't actually accepted that ..radia isn't here anymore ..
haha :)
cos i somehow admitted to qing that i sometimes ..
well, kind of like think
"what if radia was still here? it'd all be different ..i just know it"

i don't know lahh ..
i guess ,
even tho most of the times i forget bout her ..
i do miss her ...
and sometimes ..
i just think that im seeing her somewhere ..
esp recently, quite a number of times ..
i thought i saw her without realising she's not here anymore ..
then all it took was just a few brief seconds for me to rmb that she isn't here anymore ..

you know ...
sometimes i just find it hard to just ignore that ..
whatever it is ..
but i just can't c** .
it's ..... useless .

oh well .
(:

anyway ,
i acc qing to parkway !
:D
haha she wanted to buy a ear piece ..
(we were sort of, argue-ing that it's earphone/ear piece)
lol :D
in the end she didnt !
oh well , i bought myself 2comics :D
heh ..
finally my fushigi yugi genbu kaiden8!
xDDD .
(took me sometime to get it .. =x)
but i was saddddddd ...
cos i scan through it just now ..
they're separated :(
waaaaaa ><"

so so ..
aiyah, after that ahhh ..
i dno why i bcome so kind xDD
after qing bought her nuggets,
i bought bubble tea for my younger sis!
&&cheesecake for us to share xD
of course, with nikki too^^
hehehe ..
(dont tell my elder sis !!! )
=x

yoyo :D
hahha a..

im just going be rdm ..
so don't mind me ahh xDD
hahaha

just now zq came to my house in the afternoon
she wanted to "stop-over" for water
but in the end she ended up staying here for a few good hours ..
lol (:
she was supposed to study chem&all ..
(&to think she brought tb when i have them ..lol)
but i guess coming my house wasn't a good place to study ..
=P
so yeahh ..
we took turns to play !! :D:D
&&
sorry angie :(
i didnt go again ..
hahah =x

anyways ..
as i was like doing my stuff now ..
i kind of rmb-ed what qing said ..
cos i brought up what happened during pe this week ..
she said that maybe i've became like what i am now ..
it's cos of radia .. for reasons ..
but ...it's pretty impossible right ?
i mean ..ya lah, i know i've changed&all but ..
i didnt actually know it's bcos of radia ...?
i don't know lah ...
it's just ..maybe ..
i haven't actually accepted that ..radia isn't here anymore ..
haha :)
cos i somehow admitted to qing that i sometimes ..
well, kind of like think
"what if radia was still here? it'd all be different ..i just know it"

i don't know lahh ..
i guess ,
even tho most of the times i forget bout her ..
i do miss her ...
and sometimes ..
i just think that im seeing her somewhere ..
esp recently, quite a number of times ..
i thought i saw her without realising she's not here anymore ..
then all it took was just a few brief seconds for me to rmb that she isn't here anymore ..

you know ...
sometimes i just find it hard to just ignore that ..
whatever it is ..
but i just can't c** .
it's ..... useless .

oh well .
(:

anyway ,
i acc qing to parkway !
:D
haha she wanted to buy a ear piece ..
(we were sort of, argue-ing that it's earphone/ear piece)
lol :D
in the end she didnt !
oh well , i bought myself 2comics :D
heh ..
finally my fushigi yugi genbu kaiden8!
xDDD .
(took me sometime to get it .. =x)
but i was saddddddd ...
cos i scan through it just now ..
they're separated :(
waaaaaa ><"

so so ..
aiyah, after that ahhh ..
i dno why i bcome so kind xDD
after qing bought her nuggets,
i bought bubble tea for my younger sis!
&&cheesecake for us to share xD
of course, with nikki too^^
hehehe ..
(dont tell my elder sis !!! )
=x