helplessly helpless ..
im unsure of what to do ..
if i do this, is it right or wrong ?
will i make someone angry? upset?
i no longer know whats right, whats wrong
my life's totally upside down, messed up
with things that i dont recognise at all.
the way pple change ..is just so ...scary?
once they changed, they're like strangers i've never met bfore..
what did i exactly do wrong ..?
that they had to change to be what they are right now ..
and im to them ...like pests ..
asking them questions ..
they'll think im nuts, annoying ..
and i myself will get none of the answers i want to know ..
i really feel like a pest man ..
i wann live on ..but i dont get whats my purpose here
to annoy others ?
be a pest ?
im very unsure ..
sure enough im sure many pple would like to see me gone from their faces
im sure, can ask them to vote ^^
thanks queenie(:
for always being there
im trying hard to cheer up
¬ giving up
like you said, i gotta think of those who'll miss me
if i quit maple .
you're right, i cant quit maple just bcos of
those pple
there's another group of pple out there who cares for me ..
who realises my existence ..
thanks queenie (:
loveyou <3
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